Bouncing around from the one to the other
My mind just can not stay still
Personalities drag me asunder
With multiple minds to fullfill... they all scream in time...
First there was me now it seems I'm left behind
The others' all now have just broken free
But I lay in wait
Waiting for the moment
When I can
Grab it all back again...
It's what keeps them here
We all share the same fear... the one where we don't exist
Denying myself, that I am so broken
Leads to mistrusting myself
All the words from my minds' that are spoken
Leads me further from help... further from time
Watching everything that it appears so much to be
Just becomes something else to another me
So I fight against
All of the other me's
To take control of what
That should be all mine...
It's what I'm running out of
Every excuse is now because... because of the mutiple me's
If I could change what has made me so very much this way
Would I still be able to recognize
All the things I did and said, would they still be from me
Maybe I should close my mind and just compromise... maybe I should die
The coming together of all of the me's
Of all of the screams deep inside
Can only bring forth the battle internal
To find the true ruler this time... to rule over my mind.
Written by SpAwN on the 25th Oct. 2007